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[Aug. 2nd, 2004|10:52 am] |
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My Dad and I got to talking and I brought up my brothers. It went well, we looked at pictures and future wishes. I learned that Kyle's birthday is October 5th and Jordan's birthday is October 15. The numbers are still debatable, Kyle is the older one, he's probably turning 11, I was 4 when he was born. Jordan is the baby, I was 7 when he was born, so that could make him 8. The ages are probably a little off... I begged my Dad to let me contact them but he said it was immoral. They have to come to us. If I get in my thirties and I still haven't heard from them, I will take it into my own hands because like I told my Dad, I can't die not knowing. I'm just sooooooo glad that I finally know their birth dates... That will come in handy!!!!! |
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[Jul. 28th, 2004|11:05 am] |
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I wish.... I really want to find them. Could one of them be starting high school this year? It's not fair... Wouldn't it be great if we were in IB together... Not just one successful person in the family, but two and then three????? I want to be close to them. Does anyone understand. It's like.... like.... like they aren't even real. Other than 3 pictures, there is absolutely no sign of their existence. Why... why can't we just get a call or a letter? I would be so happy. Even more I wonder why my parents don't talk openly about it. Today could be one of my brothers birthdays and I wouldn't even know it. Why can't I remember any of it? My Mom would have had to have a preggy belly... I remember going to the hospital... meeting the little girl that was his replacement sister... I would have kicked her butt if I would have understood what was happening. That's what kills me, one of my brothers(both possibly) has a sister, that's the same age as me and everything. I can't type anymore... I'm crying too hard. |
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[Jun. 30th, 2004|11:56 am] |
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I'm not exactly ready to start this journal. As a fair warning, I will not be keeping this one as well as my other journal. I will update it, but this journal is much more personal, but it will be public. I just can't write in it everyday because it takes a lot of courage and strentgh. And most of the time I'll be getting all choked up and bawling my eyes out....... Tomorrow will probably be the first real entry in here........ |
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